Feeling too far behind, when technically I'm not?

So I'm just now starting to invest in BTC

I'm an international grad student so money is limited to say the least. Yes Bitcoin is the future, but I need to eat and pay rent in the present.

I can basically do about $50/ month, which is a drop in the ocean that is $70K (which is going to increase anyway) How am I ever going to own 1BTC?

I know soemthing is better than nothing, but I'm already frustrated when I haven't even started yet lol How do I get past this and be hopeful when investing? That's not to mention I'm technially early too at this already insane $60-$70K

edit: spelling