I feel defeated

After 4 years of savings, that I thought would be the way to buy a house in the future , all gone along with many others like me.

I feel defeated not angry not sad just defeated....numb... I do not post to gather any sympathy, to be honest I don't know why I am posting, something I have never done before maybe it's somewhere I can vent out this pressure I don't know I haven't slept more than a few hours since it happened.

0.45 btc is not much for a lot! but it was my everything my own treasure my own accomplishment. I was so happy that half a btc was almost in reach.

Life is not fair, wishing you all happy lives ahead with secure wallets and hope you never experience this feeling.