Lagging behind and fear of being unable to catch up.

So im a relatively young man. For once in my life, I have disposable income and savings. I've known about Bitcoin since before it rose to 6k, and I kept telling myself I'd buy and I'd invest, but poor financial planning and not making a whole lot kept me from doing it. But now here I am with some disposable income for once in my life and bitcoin seems to be climbing at a rate that I feel like I'll never be able to buy a whole coin and honestly it's quite sad. I still buy bitcoin with what I can spare, I know that one day, my current undisclosed amount bitcoin will be worth a lot. I just wish getting to that whole coin level felt as attainable as it used to.

Edit: some view this as a cope thread and it really kinda is. I also want it to be educational for people who havnt bought it yet or are on the fence.